My lady Shadow 23/9/16
What do I explain to you, without you I’m not here. Am not present and it’s very dear.
What do you know about my love for you, I only wait for two, my mothers shadow and you.
Your my heart and your my soul… my breath, my lady and my life partner as a whole.
You follow my every step, you hide behind me and give me a scare. If you just stayed with me, my life would be yours, your more special to me then a mountain of Gold.
My life is yours… without each other we cease to exist. A shadow is only present, when an object exists.
What do I do… you’ve got to believe me! I’ve aways waited for the perfect shadow lady.
Now your here, I can’t leave you, I want us to become one, would you accompany me beneath the moon, shadows and sun.
In your eyes, I only see my smile. In you I only see my love, peace and wife.
My wish is that I always be besides you.. in the comfort of my arms, and the body heat of your palms. Our shadows next to each other, under the sun as one.
Approve us… I’ll wait for you
Love is made in heaven… hearts are what package it… and people distribute it… but I only love you and I will only love you… only then will our shadow and bodies live as one.
Dr Coffee – suicidal
************■♡♡♡○ THERAPY TIME. ○♡♡♡■************
Done some deep thinking for over 3 hours – come 2 the conclusion am no good 4 you atm, let me explain. I’ve broken all my routines, left all my responsibilities and feel like I have a dark cloud over me! Am not being fair to myself or to those around me.
And for my akhira I’ve decided this isnt helping me… it hurts me when I know someone was upset/angry bec of me with me. And although I understand your position something within me isn’t willing to accept this fact. I can’t deal with knowing someone else is taking care of you :(… I’ll only hurt myself more and more silently by being close 2 u 4 now and I become a negative towards you. Am already in deep… from my side – and b4 I hurt myself it’s best I try and avoid it.
I loved you with sincerity, you know that… you herd my heart but then my brain usually took control and told you lies, day by day you grew on me – I was falling in love with your personality – and your inner core and then your physical attributes through your photos! Whenever I think about it, it suppresses all that which is within me and depresses me. I hope 2 be your bestie until the end but for now am in turmoil and I need 2 comprehend what has fallen b4 me. Please give me time to myself, am ill and I need 2 rid this disease b4 I can be that bestie you deserve once again.
I’ll still allow you 2 contact me when you want… when your bored or when you want to tell me something or keep you company. Like a usual friend does perhaps.
NO AM NOT SAYING IT 2 U… Am telling you AM DOING THIS BECAUSE AS A FRIEND I LOVE YOU! If you let go of me whilst I sort myself out… honestly I will lose all respect 4 u, as u didn’t understand I did this 4 you, my bestie (tear) – 4.25 AM.